SynthDef(\kickgen, {
	var curve, sig, envAmp, envPitch, noise, decay;
	decay = \decay.kr(0.3);
	curve = \curve.kr(-8);
	envPitch = 1 + (\envmul.kr(4) * Env.perc(0.001, 0.13, curve: curve).ar);
	envAmp = Env.perc(0.001, decay, curve: curve).ar(Done.freeSelf);
	noise = BPF.ar(WhiteNoise.ar * Env.perc(0.001, 0.01).ar, \ff.kr(1800), \rq.kr(1));
	sig = SinOsc.ar(\freq.kr(50) * envPitch) * envAmp;
	sig = sig + noise;
	// what happens here
	sig = (sig * (1 + (2 * Env.perc(0.001, 0.12).ar))).softclip;
	// sig = sig.softclip;
	// sig = sig * -4.dbamp;
	sig = sig * \amp.kr(0.8);
	sig = Pan2.ar(sig, \pan.kr(0));
	Out.ar(\out.kr(0), sig);
	}
).add;